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Epiphany

Fri Jan 25, 2008, 3:22 PM
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: Music a friend of mine recorded himself
  • Reading: La Confession d'un enfant du siècle- Musset
  • Watching: The screen
  • Playing: with scabs
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Water
You know what I realized?

SLEEP IS THE BEST THING EVER.

Seriously, I'm so goddamn tired, and it's only been three weeks since school started. My eyes always hurt. Weekend sleep binges don't cover it anymore. I don't like eating that much nowadays either, and when I do eat, it's more out of habit than anything else.

God I hate school. I just want to hang out with my friends, draw (back to being obsessed with the way :iconjubilations: and her compadres draw. I find it simpler to do than Anime, since there are outlines of sorts that are oh-so-incredibly useful for colouring) and play videogames that are one-player oriented. I'm starting to think that Chiapas is just a way to kill us.

Too tired to rant now. I'll probably come back to tweek this later. Maybe not. Don't particularly care right now.

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This year, I wanna....

Sun Jan 6, 2008, 8:26 AM
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: Ukrainian Choir music
  • Reading: YDHTBETWHBIH (anagram) - Tom Holt
  • Watching: The screen
  • Playing: Wii
  • Eating: Chocolatines
  • Drinking: Milk
Figure out how the scanner at home works, so that I don't have to use the school's turd of a scanner.

Make a new devID. Because a little change goes a long way.

Draw some more and experiment. The last year was a real eye opener for me artistically, and I think I improved a lot, don't you?

Use my art material more often. It's all really pretty.

Finish Twilight Princess. Yeah, I already know how it ends and everything, BUT IT'S BEAUTIFUL AND LINK ACTUALLY DOESN'T LOOK BLOCKY (without being in Smash Bros. game)

Find Sly Cooper and The Thievious Racoonus. It was a game covered in awesome sauce.

Hang out with friends some more. They're amazing people and keep me above surface psychologically speaking. Meaning, PERCY! LET'S HANG SOMETIME SOON! YOU OWE ME A SHIRT XD

Read a literary classic. I'm talking about Tolstoy and Marquez.

Get my hands on some Gould, historical or good archaeology publishings, so that I don't act like a complete ditz when I apply to different places in more than a year from now.

Have better chances of being accepted in Archaeology. Hopefully the admins at school can tell me what extra courses I might need to get to my goal.

Be able to pass the most classes possible.

Get my driver's license in one try, unlike my sister who had to go twice.

Own at least ONE complete book/manga series. Half of what I own is either barely started or halfway complete.

Get my freakin ears pierced. Doctor says I can do that starting in Feb once I'm off my skin meds.

Sure, this may be a few days late, but hey, who says that you HAVE to start anew at midnight on Jan 1st ? You need time to think on what you need to do and what you want to do. But let's not rant today. It's Orthodox Christmas Eve, so peace out and all that jazz ;D

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P.S.: Oh, and I'm keeping this spanking new computer. Sure, Vista has bugs, but at least I haven't threatened it with anything as of yet :D

Let's see here...

Thu Dec 27, 2007, 10:49 AM
Okay, a week's passed since winter break started. Christmas has passed, my stomach kind of aches from all the food I've eaten in the past few days, but I'll live, I guess...

Why am I content? My plotting needs some refining (silence whoever says otherwise!), I haven't actually drawn something neat in a while, I haven't played any Zelda for the past few days *grumble*

I guess I'm content because I see my friends a bit more than usual. Yesterday was fun and random. Made me wanna dig out the Sonic discs to skim through them like I did in one of the levels that I took the controller from Rei-chan's hands.

Seriously, I'm amazed you haven't mauled me love. Much obliged :heart:

IK'll see about meeting up in January, a'ight? I DO have Slavic Christmas preparations (and UNpreparations), New Year's and a driving lesson to think of (and call for)

Loveless is pretty cool. Though the whole adult male wanting a male sixth grader? Very freaky. Art's adorable though, and would be a good style for a one-shot I have had in mind for more months than necessary...

And FTW, I have me a new computer. Only at the try-out stage though, to see if we keep it or not. It looks good and up to now I don't want to bash it on the wall, but it runs on Vista. Eh, you can't have everything, right?

Now inspiration calls. Ta ta darlings.

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PEOPLE THAT I WORSHIP AND THAT YOU DO/SHOULD TOO

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  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: Swing music
  • Reading: Nothing But Blue Skies-Tom Holt
  • Watching: The blank page in my plot book D:
  • Playing: Getting my Zelda groove back~
  • Eating: Fruit
  • Drinking: Milk

F.I.N.A.L.L.Y

Tue Dec 18, 2007, 8:24 AM
I'M FREE~:heart:

No more annoying lessons to memorize, no more notes to take, no more tests, no more orals for the next 3 WEEKS! Well, apart from a wee bit of homework, but who gives a crap?

so it'll be just me, friend stalking (anyone want to be first? lol) and drawing :heart:

I need to get the Christmas shopping for family and friends who asked for stuff done (tonight I'll be sleeping and drawing and being all around lazy for once lol)

Thankyouthankyouthankyouthankyouthankyou~~~~~~

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PEOPLE THAT I WORSHIP AND THAT YOU DO/SHOULD TOO

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  • Mood: Relief
  • Listening to: Christmas music
  • Reading: NOTHING FOR ONCE >D
  • Watching: I really wanna go see Sweeney Todd D:
  • Playing: Getting my Zelda groove back~
  • Eating: Whatever the school will give me
  • Drinking: Whatever the school will give me

Last journal for a while

Wed Dec 12, 2007, 10:49 AM
Exams are starting tomorrow, so I'm cutting the internet until Tuesday. I might be able to log on oh so very briefly, but don't bet your valuables on it.

Anyone wanna go see Sweeney Todd: The Demon Barber of Fleet Street with me when it starts next Friday? (for Montreal people only, srykthnxluvubye :heart: )
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I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the relater hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I did not have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.

Re-post this if you believe homophobia is wrong. Please do your part to end it.
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Because let's face it; no one likes things that are different from themselves. We all hang out with people who are like us in some superficial way. When something like this comes up, most want to avoid the problem. They think it doesn't concern them, that things will go back to normal. Well it does concern them, and things are never normal to begin with...
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  • Mood: Anguish
  • Listening to: Class notes and everything related to school
  • Reading: Class notes and everything related to school
  • Watching: Class notes and everything related to school
  • Playing: Class notes and everything related to school
  • Eating: Class notes and everything related to school
  • Drinking: Class notes and everything related to school

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